JennaHughes
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Post by JennaHughes on Dec 30, 2007 0:48:13 GMT -5
Nothing has been the same since you left us Amanda. Every person that ever knew you has been effected by this.
We all miss you terribly, although i know your in a much better place and your watching us right now.
I nor will anyone else ever forget you.
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Post by cleveee on Dec 30, 2007 1:00:13 GMT -5
i know jenna sweetie. i miss her soooo much. but, you know. even though it's so hard to say it, everything happens for a reason. i love her, and always will, and i know that you will too. but, you know. if everyone sticks together, we'll all get through it. it might not be today, tommorow, or a year from now. but things will get better. i love you jennaboo:)
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Post by papillon on Dec 30, 2007 20:04:50 GMT -5
It just doesn't seem real yet-that Amanda is gone from this earth. She was so full of energy and looking forward to her whole life! My heart and my prayers are with each and every person in her family as well as all of her friends that are grieving.
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Post by chelleisme on Dec 30, 2007 23:21:45 GMT -5
Praying for all Amanda's family and friends. I was truly devastated by this terrible tragedy. She is an angel in Heaven now.
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Post by reba2007 on Dec 31, 2007 2:42:10 GMT -5
sorry about ur loss i will be praying for the family, god bless!
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Post by mrsjohnson320 on Jan 1, 2008 10:04:05 GMT -5
I didnt know what to think, say , or do when i heard about what happened to Amanda. She was so smart and pretty. She was nice to everyone and was always a shoulder to cry on for anyone that needed it. Me and her were good friends. I guess it was because we are both crazy. I will never forget that funny look she always done everytime she saw me. When i was pregnat with my daughter she would always say that it was her baby. Amanda, I love you and you will NEVER be forgotten. Your Friend, Kim
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Post by sweetie on Jan 2, 2008 20:48:06 GMT -5
so sorry. you all are in my prayers.
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Post by papillon on Jan 3, 2008 20:11:47 GMT -5
I was looking at your picture today and thinking of you and then went to see your MySpace again. It is so hard to accept that you are gone. I hope you know just how much you were and still are loved.
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JennaHughes
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Post by JennaHughes on Jan 6, 2008 11:13:45 GMT -5
so saturday made a month since you have been gone. amanda baby its feels like forever. i cant find any of my picture cds with the pics of you and me on it. Its killing me. Me and cleve went out on friday and i swear no matter what we tried to talk about it ended up being a story about you. talking about how strong you were and how good of a person. i miss you and ill never stop missing you. it still doesnt seem real, it seems like you are just on vacation or something. sometimes i wake up and think when is amanda gonna be back so i can see her and then i realize that your not coming back and i start missing you even more.
i had a dream that you were still alive and that it was me you cleve britt and court. and we were just hanging out having fun and everything was just like it used to be. i miss that so much you have no idea. but then again i am happy that you are in a better place. you were way to good for this world manda. you were.
and i know you are watching over us. i know you are. i love you amanda. always will.
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Post by JennaHughes on Jan 12, 2008 13:03:19 GMT -5
im mad because more people havent posted on this yet. it makes me mad that people are okay with the fact that your gone and that they are dealing with it okay. how can someone be okay with it. i miss you. you would know what to do right now amanda. i know your watching over us i know you are.
cleve the other day said amanda baby you know i dont want to go to school let it snow and it snowed and there was no school for the rest of the week. that was you i just know it. i just know yur up there watching us. please please be with me the next week or so especially. cleve and courtney too somethig just doesnt feel right.
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Post by mrsjohnson320 on Jan 31, 2008 18:38:11 GMT -5
Amanda, Its almost been 2 months since youve been gone. I still dont believe that i cant just come to school and see your beautiful face. I miss you so much. I think about you all the time. But then my mind always goes back to the thought that your not here. I cant just call you up and talk. I dont think anyone else will ever look at me and say "Is that the same one?" LOL you know what im talking about love. But we will all be together again some day. I love you Manda. I want you to know that I will do whatever I can do to help Emily and your mom. Im gonna go now but i will be thinking of you always and I love you.
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Post by Rachel on Feb 3, 2008 14:47:29 GMT -5
Amanda, It was a shock that day when i was sitting in the library,and ms.cornett told us what happened. I was thinking to myself no way. She was such a sweet person,and when you went to hazard how you and courtney was always together. I remember that dumb ol class we had to sit through that 4 hour class where that cop talked to us. and how i drove through hardees with my sister,and when we pulled up you was working at the window. I felt retarded because me and my sister where blowing up at stupid stuff,and you looked at me like "you dummy,what's so funny?"  . But Amanda the only thing i regret was not getting to know you better. I really wish I had. <3
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Post by cleveee on Feb 5, 2008 8:36:31 GMT -5
Well. Today makes two months since Amanda hasn't been with us anymore... and It still doesn't seem real to me. I figured by now it would've sunk in more that you're not here, but it isn't. sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night and just have the strongest urge to call you, and then reality sinks in, and i know i can't. amanda, honestly. you we're one of the best friends i've ever had in my life. there are a few people that i consider "my best friend"... and babygirl you know you we're one of them.
I just wish I had the chance to give you one last hug... One last kiss on the cheek... and one last time to tell you how much you mean to me amanda. my life is falling apart without you here...
Everybody always said "during, or 5 years after highschool, you will experience a death of a close friend... and I never thought it would happen. I mean, i know I shouldn't be selfish, but I just wish you we're still here. There we're so many things that you wanted to make of yourself. . that you never got to do..
But, you know... Everything does happen for a reason... and maybe you had to go peacefully, while you we're young, rather than getting older, and having something horrible happen, you know.
Babygirl, I just hope you know that you are loved and missed, greatly, by everyone. and you always will be.. There's not a day that will go by that I wont think of that beautiful face, smile, eyes.... you're beautiful amanda... Every descion I make in my life will affect you.
I miss you so much babygirl. Watch over us my guardian angel. <3
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Post by tattedman on Feb 5, 2008 20:05:21 GMT -5
There will never be another special kind and sweet grl that can ever take ur place amanda im gonna miss i love ya with all my heart
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JennaHughes
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Post by JennaHughes on Feb 17, 2008 10:26:49 GMT -5
i found the pictures of us the only 2 i could find.. and in both of them one of us was making a goofy face.. thats just how we were together.. man i miss you so much.. not a day goes by that i dont regret decisions that were made. And amanda i just want yo to know iam so sorry.. i know you know that and i know you know i would take everything back if i could. i love and miss you so much. so much that its killing me inside you not being here. i dont want to goon without you... amanda please please watch over us.. we all need it..
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Post by mrsjohnson320 on Mar 7, 2008 19:41:36 GMT -5
Jenna, that video that you made for Amanda was so sad. OMG ive watched it twice already and every second of it breaks my heart. That was so sweet.
Amanda, wow. i dont even know what to write on here. I have so many things inside that i want to say to you but i cant seem to find the words to type. Its most def. not the same. Gosh i miss you so much. Sucks so bad. Brookies Bday party is March 19th and i know that you will be there even if we cant see you. You can look at her and say, "thats my baby right ther..lol.. I love you and miss u so much love. Hope to see you in my dreams.
<3 Kim
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JennaHughes
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Post by JennaHughes on Mar 30, 2008 20:06:55 GMT -5
just incase people who dont have mysapce want to watch that, its a video slideshow with music of amanda and her friends and family. It was all the pictures i could find so im sorry if i left anyone out.
I know how much amanda loved everyone, she was the best person ever. I still dont understand why shes not here, its just not fair. theres no many bad people that dont deserve to be here. she was just to perfect for this world. God i miss her so much ..
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JennaHughes
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Post by JennaHughes on May 30, 2008 14:16:19 GMT -5
I went to your house on memorial day. And i spent time with your family. I am so glad that i got to spend time with them. Its been so hard. You would be proud of me girl. i went to your grave, and your mommy was talkin to me about things that had happened and amanda, i jsut hope you know that i always loved you.
I miss you.
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JennaHughes
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Post by JennaHughes on Oct 14, 2008 19:06:06 GMT -5
i really wish you were here. I could use one of your hugs.. Its not that lifes bad, its just im really missing you and dave and daddy and my aunt donna. Last year was like a whirlwind. And its creeping up on a year since youve been gone. I really dont know what ill do that day.
I got married. September 22nd.
I saw your mommy in walmart a few days later and made sure i gave her a hug and when i introduced her to my husband her reaction made me smile so big. But miss you at the same time. It was just like how i pictured that you would react. i love and miss you amanda.
do your magic and make things right.. you were always good at that.
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Post by chelleisme on Nov 22, 2008 20:03:24 GMT -5
I did not know Amanda personally, but I met her mom Friday at the Christmas Bazaar at ARH. She broke down and could not talk. I just want her family and her friends to know I am praying for all of you. God Bless You All!
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