Post by joshwilliamssister on Jul 1, 2008 14:45:52 GMT -5
this is a poem i wrote the day befor joshes funeral and josh has it with him in his cascate and i have one to so i hope u like what i wrote u josh and never forget that i love you
you were always there to help me fix something that i was just to lazy to fix so you got up on your day off and helped me fix that pile of junk instead of telling me to do it my self but yet when you needed something you asked for my help but everytime you asked all i said was do it your self instead of saying nothing at all and getting up and helping you but now u can never ask me that b/c you are in gods hands now he took u away befor i could say goodbye and telling you how sorry i am that i just stood there and watched u die so now i am sitting here wishing it was some one elses brother instead of mine so i didnt have to stand there and watch you die so now all i can say is im sorry and good bye but all though we all miss you were trying to stay strong and hope that well see you agine and we all can go home i love you o so dearly but god had to pick you out of us all and wishing it was one of us but its so hard to watch you get up and leave us but now your gone and im really really sorry i just stood there and watched you die alone
Post by joshscousin on Jul 2, 2008 23:57:17 GMT -5
Hey Josh, I was just sittin here talkin to jana on the phone and thinkin about you...........I just can't convince myself that ur gone...Its soo hard to believe it seems like ur still right there every time i go to andreas...Ur papaw and sister have a rlly hard time dealin with this...Plz help them figure out what to do and how to deal with this....I know ur in gods hands and now have no worries...But i just cant figure out why he took u away..I guess he needed another angel and he wanted you...well....Im gonna go....I LOVE U JOSHHHH!!!!!! Ashley
Josh, sorry I didn't write sooner but I just learned how.You know I never could use a computer good. I miss you so much and I think about you evey day!!! I just wished I would of spent more time with you and did more than I did. Thats my fault and I wished I could change it all!!! Like papaw said "you dont know what your missing out on" but I do now!!! I'll always LOVE YOU and I'll never forget you. Sorry I wasnt always there!! But you knew that I loved you. Well Papaw and Nanny sure miss you and Andrea is having such a hard time but she just misses her little brother! I miss my baby to. I guess I'll go for now. I am always thinking of you and miss you so much!!!! LOVE YOU, MOMMY
:(Josh, I really do miss you and thought about you all day on the 4th of july. I guess I keep thinking maybe you didn't really know how much I did love you and still do!!!!! I still cant believe you are gone!!! You were so special and never really caused any problems! You were a good boy!!!! I'm just glad I brought you in this world and had you what little time I did with you!! Issac misses you to!!! I just wished I could of spent more time with you!!! I just missed out!!!!! ALOT!!!! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!! LOVE MOMMY!!!!
Post by joshwilliamsfamily on Jul 10, 2008 21:35:02 GMT -5
hi josh i sure do miss you there not a minute that goes by that i dont think of you, this summer sure has been a long long summer without you, because i know how much you loved the summer time, everytime i see a dirk bike or bicycle, i ask the lord why did he take you? because you were a good little boy, you loved to help people i sure do miss them big black eyes looking at me, i know God knows why? one day maybe he will let us know. well josh i got to go for now. hugs and kisses on the way i love you with all of my heart.
Josh,I really miss you very much.Theres not a day that I dont remember that smile you use to give me when you were up to something that usually made me mad! you loved to get me yelling at you then you would go home to papaws and laugh about it!! I dont think I'll ever get over not spending enough time with you and I know that when you and I were together you always tried to talk to me about things I needed to do so I want you to know that I am doing better in alot of areas you lectured me on and I hope someday you can look down on me and say thats my Mommy and I'm proud of her! I't breaks my heart that I was so stupid to let things get in the way of being with you and your sister! I hope you forgive me and watch over me cause I need a Angel up there on my side, Ilove you so much and I'm sorry for everything!!! I will always have you in my heart and I'll never forget you!!! Put a good word in for me and remember that Mommy loves you and wishes you were here!!!! I will never understand why he took you and hopefully one day I will but Ireally LOVE you baby!! You'll always be my little boy!!! Love you sweetie, Mommy : '(