Hey there Uncle Jerry, I just wanted to let ya know that I am thinkin of u as always and that I miss u. I saw Aunt Dee and the girls this mornin, they seem to be doin ok, just miss u an awful lot. tell my brother that I love him very much.. I love u..
Hey daddy, we moved tosha into college the other day, i miss her so much, i dont get to see her again until next weekend. I got my permit tho ther day also. well i just wanted to get on here and catch you up on stuff(even though im sure you're watching us everyday.) I MISS YOU DADDY...so much it makes me sick sometimes...I LOVE YOU DADDY.
Hey baby, it's me. I don't get on here often enough, mainly because when I am on here, I have to face the reality that you are never coming back to me. It is so hard. Jerry. I never imagined in my wildest dreams how hard it would be. As you probably know by now, Fred passed away on July 28. You knew the closeness of us and I need you right now. Just to hold me. You took the biggest part of my heart with you when you left me, I think Fred took the other part. I am having a hard time accepting his death. To lose my soul mate and my best friend 9 months apart. I really need you, Jerry. No one can comfort me like you can. I thought that I understood what lonliness was like, but I was wrong. Lonely is when you have no one but yourself to look for comfort and that is about where I am right now. Of course, people say "if you need me just let me know", but what can people do to comfort you spirit and soul when everything in your life is gone. With the exception of my girls. If it wasn't for them sometimes I just wander what the use in living this life would be. We did get Latosha moved into the dorm Thursday at EKU. You would be so proud of her Jerry. It was probably one of the saddest days in her life too. Everyone had their dad's moving their stuff into the rooms and the dads would ask do you guys need any help. It was comical to see us girls and Jamie moving everything. I thought I was strong, until you have to hold heavy boxes for 30 minutes waiting on an elevator because she is on the 8th floor. We got her settled in and she seems to be adjusting to it. Jerica and I miss you terribly. Well, I had better get back to work. I love you, bub. I dream about you every night. I can still feel your touch and hear your laughter. What I wouldn't give to have 5 seconds just one more time. Forgive me for letting you go. I love you!!!!!!!
For Deanna and the Girls...I send my love. In loving memory of Jerry, my dear friend, I will see you again someday.
Well, I thought I could do this....it's harder than it looks.
Jerry we're getting ready to have the 20 year Class Reunion of 1987. You will be with us I know. After Fred's passing, I got so mad, mad because I didnt' know anything about anybody that I went to school with and now even more of us are leaving this old world.
Jerry, you were always a great friend. Deanna has been so strong. It's hard to stay strong----believe me I know. My baby would be 20 years old this Jan. 25th. "20" "20".....I can't believe any of this.....I just can't do it, I don't want to.
In loving memory of Zendall Noble Jr., Jerry Neace, Fred Russell, and Lonnie Darrell Duff.
Hey daddy, sorry its taken me so long to get on here...this just keeps gettin harder and harder...i miss you so much. They said something might be wrong with my heart, its so scary. I stayed stressed out, and i can feel me and mommy gettin further and futher apart and even though i dont want us to its like i cant stop it. Im so afraid of losing her and tosha its unreal. I miss you so much, i just want to hug you or talk to you and it keeps getting harder because each day that goes by is another one without you. They said this would get easier but its not. I just want you to come back to us so so badly. I love you daddy. Please dont ever forget how much we love you and miss you.*hugs and kisses*
Post by chasityneace on Apr 28, 2008 11:57:22 GMT -5
Hi Jerry,i was on here looking and no one has been on here in a while.But just wanted to say that i love you and miss you so much.You will never guess what all is going on in my life.First thing i am fixing to have a house built the 10th of May. I cant wait.Me and my girls are going to have a home that is going to be ours.Makayla cant wait,she said that when i make her mad she is going to go in her room and shut the door and not talk to me.She is something else.She still talks about you all the time.Well i better go and do some work.But i wanted to tell you because i know that you would be so proud of me!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU JERRY!!!!!!!!! R.I.P Love 4-ever!!!!
Post by deannaneace01 on Jun 11, 2008 13:41:48 GMT -5
Hey baby. Well as you know, June 4th would have been 20 years for us. I met Jody Noble and we sort of clicked. He is really good to me Jerry and he is really good for me. I prayed on the 4th that you would let me know that it is OK for me to be with him and that you are not mad at me. The roses at the house have bloomed for the first time in 2 years. I took that as your answer. I am really happy with Jody and he is really good with the girls. I just thought that you would like to know that I am not alone anymore and now I do have a reason to get up out of the bed everyday. I just hope you can find it in your heart to be happy for me. I love you Jerry, gotta go.
Post by mommalou48 on Jun 13, 2008 10:23:28 GMT -5
deanna , im so happy for you , and sure jerry is also , you are young and dont need to be alone , good luck , i am so happy for you , rest in peace jerry , oh guess you are wondering , who i am , lived up on the hill above you on pigeon roost , lost my husband in 04 , that should help. jerry was a good man.
Post by chasityneace on Jul 14, 2008 10:26:27 GMT -5
Hi Jerry it is me,Chas.Thought i would say hi and that i love you and miss you more everyday. I am moving into my new house tomorrow.I cant wait,it is so pretty,and it is MINE!!!!!!! Well better go and get to work.Love you Jerry!!!! R.I.P
Post by deannaneace01 on Jul 17, 2008 9:04:04 GMT -5
Hey baby, well as you know, your baby turned 17 yesterday. She is so mature now Jerry, you just wouldn't believe it. We miss you so much though. Latosha will be starting back in school on August 22. It is hard to believe that she is a sophomore in college isn't it? We must have done something right. We got lucky because we have two wonderful good girls that absolutely adore us. I took Jerica to the Mexican restaurant, you know the routine, that is her favorite place in the world to eat and that is where her birthday is spent each year. With all things considering, she had a pretty good birthday. By the way, I finally went back home. So keep an eye on us over there. People have been stealing everything we have. I guess since you are not there anymore they think they have nothing to fear. Boy, are they wrong. I guess I am going to have to show everyone that I can be a bit mean when I have to be. Well baby, I am at work so I can't talk long. I better go before I get in trouble. I will always love you Jerry!!!! I miss you. I hope that you are not suffering any longer. Just watch over us and send us your love whenever you can. My 20 year reunion was the 28th of June. I didn't go because I didn't think that I could deal with all those people without you and Fred being there. He was suppose to be my so called date for the evening. We had everything all planned out and then he left me too. So, I didn't go. Beth sent me some pictures though, it looked like everyone had a good time. You would have enjoyed it, but you always were the life of the party. Gotta go. Love ya! Dee
Post by deannaneace01 on Jul 28, 2008 15:13:33 GMT -5
Hey baby, it's me. I miss you so much. You would be proud of Jerica. She has decided to go back to school this year. Your leaving us devastated her. She has a struggle every day of her life. I just want her to be happy. If I could bring you back to us, I would. I am at wits end Jerry, I don't know what to do with her anymore. Maybe going back to school will help her. She was diagnosed with Systemic Lupus. She is so afraid that her hands and feet will be like yours. I tried to explain to her that they would't, but there is no guarantee. She will eventually be crippled from this. Please watch over her and hold her tight. Gotta go, I love you!!!I miss you. Bye for now my love.
Post by chasityneace on Jul 30, 2008 9:16:32 GMT -5
Hi Dee how are you and the girls? i hate to hear that about bo.Tell her not to worry,her daddy is watching over her and he wont let anything hurt her.I wished you all would come to the house and see us some.We never get to see you all any more.Call me at work sometime soon.I love you all!!! Jerry we all miss you so much and love you just as much.I wish i could see you again,i wished i could see you pull in the drive way and ask if i had anything to eat so that you could make the girls a sandwich or something.Jerry you where always a good dad and i know that you are watching over the girls and making sure they are ok.WE LOVE YOU!!!!!!! WE MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!R.I.P
Post by deannaneace01 on Aug 5, 2008 14:05:44 GMT -5
Well, Jerry, I don't know what or how you did it, but thank you. Jerica is going back to school. It starts tomorrow. I am so proud of her and I know that you are too. She said that she wants to make you proud of her. Even though you are not here in body, you definately are in mind and spirit. There isn't a day that goes by without you in it. Well baby, I've gotta go, I just wanted you to know that when I asked for your help that you came through for me and for our baby. I love you. Dee
Post by deannaneace01 on Sept 30, 2008 11:33:27 GMT -5
Hey baby, you would be so proud of Jerica. She has gone back to school and is working at Kmart part time. She is "talking" to this guy named Steve. He seems pretty nice though. I think that you would approve. You are missed a lot you know. Will Ray passed away this Sunday, so look for him and daddy to double up on you, not that that will affect you any, but look out for the family. Donnie is taking it really hard. I know how hard it is to lose one of the most important people in your life and so do you. Well I had better get back to work. I love you and I miss you. If it helps for you to know, Jody is really good to me and the girls. Him and Jerica are just alike. You would be surprised. Love always, Sweet Pea
Post by deannaneace01 on Oct 15, 2008 8:32:08 GMT -5
Hey my baby, two years ago today, you did the one thing that I never thought possible. You left me. Today is a really hard day to face. People say that it gets easier, well, they lie. It never gets easier, maybe tolerable but never easy. Jerica is a basket case. She has such a hard time without you. I don't know what to do because I can't be you. We will come and see you tonight. She doesn't get off work until 9:00pm, so it will be late, but we will be there. I miss you baby, more everyday. I'll always love you. Later, sweet angel.
Hey my daddy...im so sorry i dont get on here anymore...but dont think that doesnt mean i dont talk to you...actually thats all i do...i know people think im crazy cuz they see me just talking to the wind but that doesnt matter cuz i know your listening...i have to hvae surgery done and im scared to death..i know its not a big deal, but it is to me. i dont know how you done it but you always made everyone feel better...i know you wont let anything happen to me so ill trust you...i love you my daddy, for ever and always.
Post by jennifer1024 on Oct 16, 2008 19:58:15 GMT -5
Hey Jerry, Its me, your favorite neice, Jennifer. (DON'T GET MAD GIRLS YOU KNOW ITS TRUE LOL! I have thought about you alot lately. Sometimes at night I talk to you, mamaw, and papaw. I know you guys are always listening. I know that while you were here we didn't get to see each other as much we would have liked to but we tried. I haven't talked to Dee and Jerica in a while and I miss them alot. I have been so busy with work that I just don't have time for much else. Dad lives about 10 minutes away from me and I barely make it to see him. He is doing okay, I just wish better for my dad. Fredie is in jail again. He has been there since August and it doesn't look like he is going to be getting out any time soon. Rickee and Phillip are doing okay but they could be doing better. I GUESS WE ALL COULD. Julian has lost his top 2 teeth and he looks so cute. His birthday is the same a Tosha's the 24. I have no clue what to get him. I did send Tosha an email to tell her happy birthday just in case I didn't get to talk to her that day. I don't know how to get ahold of Dee and Jerica but I do wish them well and would like to talk to them so could you pass the message on. I would really appreciate it. I am going to go for now but I will never go far. I Love and Miss you alot. MUAH:) I will talk to you all again in my prayers.